Who's alive and who's dead on the inside? To the vast majority you're invisible. Ivy growing on the brick walls, growing up, growing old. Looking tired and alone. Who really knows you, yourself? Put the old pictures away and lock the memory box. They are no more you than the blank expression you find on your face in the crooked mirror you pass ( Read more... )

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The night painfully dragged on endlessly. She began to get that feeling of hopelessness as she continuously flipped through the television channels in search of something she knew she wouldnt find. click--click--clik--click It had reached the point where sitcom re-runs would have made her want to throw her set out the window, and the info- ( Read more... )

The house lights began to dim and the buisiness of the room quickly hushed. The spotlight hit the red curtain with a weight that seemed to excite the audience. She scanned what she could of the crowd; a dark sea of bodies on the edge of their seats. Her hands felt warm. Within secconds the curtians rapidly split and parted to thier sides of the ( Read more... )

hE will never know why I can't keep anything down &&;
He will never understand how he gave me everything I never asked for &&;
HE will never realize that I have placed myself at his mercy

but then again, I will never tell.

home doesn't feel like home. and this new room, although everything i could ask for, is anything but comforting. locked inside my own mind, just as i anticipated. you throw me your pity and tell me to put myself out there. well i'm trying my best and look where it's getting me ( Read more... )

It was loud and smokey in there. I tried to focus on your face. You seemed so frightened; looking for someone to save you. It was too loud ( Read more... )

Shall we step inside this binge and purge mind of mine?
(some edits/paraphrasing required):I thought we learned from our mistakes? I don't want to be the person I've been, I don't want to lie anymore, or lose the [people]who mean the most to me. I want to be trusted again, I want to know how it feels to make someone happy. I've hurt [others] too ( Read more... )

eyes are for seeing ( Read more... )