Its almost a quarter to midnight and I am at the farm in Bowie, Maryland. Today is January 22, the sad anniversary of one of the worse supreme court decisions ever made in America, the legalizing of the murder of innocent children. Roe v Wade. Today we went to the March for Life rally and stood in the freezing cold and snow with thousands of ( Read more... )

I don't like when I strive to be accepted by people. Not only in my actions, but even in my words, my intentions, the secret motives of my heart. How many times have I written something just to impress some person I thought to be important. How many times have I bought a piece of clothing and convinced myself I loved it, all the while deep down ( Read more... )

I spent the last ten minutes reading past entries and remembering who I used to be. Or perhaps who I am, although I seem so different. Do you ever read things from the past and wonder " Who is that person?". I wrote that, I did those things, I thought that way but now mere months later everything seems so different. Different friends, different ( Read more... )

Dear Erica ( Read more... )

I shouldn't be awake right now. Its way to late and I need to be in bed. But nevertheless I will continue on. I think I am the only awake in this whole house. I got back from my 6 to 12 set at the House of prayer completley exhausted and ready to fall right on top of my soft mattress and fluffy pillow. Yet somehow I ended up reading emails from 2 ( Read more... )

I need God to heal my eyes. I know he can. I know he wants to. I know he will. So in the meantime I am refusing to wear my glasses or contacts. Its been almost one full day now of blurry vision and fuzzy shapes. I am expecting to get 20/20 vision. What a miracle this will be. Ive heard 2 stories of people who stopped wearing their glasses and ( Read more... )

During Christmas I dreamt I left the Cause and was walking down a street filled with unique stores and vintage shops. As I walked down the street I went into various shops and looked at the interesting items they held. I walked by a homeless man on the street, stopped to give him some money and then watched as his face broke out into a big smile ( Read more... )

Romans 9 ( Read more... )

This is a true account of a dream Joshua Harris once had( the author of I kissed dating goodbye). I stumbled upon it as I was randomnly searching through his site this morning. I read it years ago and was touched by it then but for some reason it seems even more powerful now. It brings conviction to my heart as well as a pure thankfulness for God's ( Read more... )

I read this on Roo's site and it reminded me so much of Jesus and I ( Read more... )