Things are beginning to shift in my life and If I continue on this course I feel a major breakthrough will be soon on its way. Specifically, what is God doing? For starters I am seeing the power of truth. Over and over again Jesus began statements to his disciples with the words " I tell you the truth". I tell you the truth unless you are born ( Read more... )

I just booked my ticket to go to San Francisco. I will be flying out on Feb 22 and staying with the San Fran team for a few days before we drive to Fresno for a conference/siege. I really feel that this trip is going to change the way I view the lost and give me more of a heart for them. The people living in San Fran are definitely in need of a ( Read more... )

Have you ever felt so many different emotions at once that it seemed almost impossible to express them to another or even to yourself? That is how I feel now. I feel anxious, hopeful, excited, alone and inadequate all at the same time. I don't know if it's even possible to really feel all of those things, but I do. I got a confirmation of my life ( Read more... )

Our team is supposed to be going on a field trip today and I feel just awful. My head is achy, my nose is stuffy and my body just feels weak. Just the idea of walking around the city is far too much for me to bear. Well, perhaps I'm being a little overdramatic. But I do feel quite weary. So perhaps I can figure out a way to go on part of the trip ( Read more... )

I took a leadership test today and it said I was Adolf Hitler. My fellow brothers and sisters got Mother Theresa, JFK, Albert Einstein and I got Adolf Hitler. Humph. The caption said that I was Adolf because I was paranoid and looking to constantly protect myself from my imagined enemies. I take it as a sign that I have just too much anxiety in my ( Read more... )

Ok, how weird are we? Honestly I decided to update today by dedicating this post to you. Before I logged onto my set I clicked on yours and to my surprise your post was dedicated to me. Weird. Ha. Anyhoo I thought that was funny. Well dear friend this 6 to 10 is not only dedicated to you, its about you. A few things I love about Erin ( Read more... )

I am not really in the mood to write but I do feel like updating. So I think I will just make a list of things that I have been thinking about lately. This list isn't in any particular order, just whatever comes to my mind first ( Read more... )

Today was the first day of my journey into solitude. In this season of my life I desire to enter into a place of deep intimacy with Jesus. I feel this season will be characterized by three main things; Death to self, seeking him in solitude and pursuing a celibate heart. Christina must come to death so that Christ can live through her. I feel that ( Read more... )

Truthfully, having a celibate heart is a lot harder than I thought. The last time I truly contemplated celibacy was when I was heartbroken, feeling rejected and alone. My feeble attempts to handle the pain lead me to question whether marriage was ever really in my destiny. After wrestling with it for a few days I decided to follow the steps of ( Read more... )

I found a wonderful quote this morning. " Real love is a desire to extend oneself for the welfare of another". If that is true definition of love than I can say I have never experienced it. I feel this upcoming season of my life will be vastly different than any I have been in before. I am going into a season of solitude and contemplative prayer. I ( Read more... )