I'm alive & somewhat well.
slowly but surely getting back into real life.
partying has become number one, & it needs to be lowered in my life.
Job interviews tomorrow.
single, but I'm okay with it.

seeing my favorite band the nineteenth.
counting down & patiently waiting.
can't wait to see my lifeline.

full collapse still has the same effect on me as it did when it first came out..

nothings really changed, unfortunately.still not working, still collecting. I've however acquired a wonderful sleeping deficiency also referred to as insomnia. drinking not so much - trying to lose some pounds ( Read more... )

I have to cut you away to save my own life.
you're like a fatal disease.
& you won't hear me cry.

alone forever, forever alone ( Read more... )

february 27th, can't come soon enough.
I just want to see his face.

2008 has been the most awful year of my life.
I can not wait until its over.

2008 marked seven years of wasted time

you're the most beautiful, intelligent, charismatic person I have ever met. Everytime our eyes meet, I fall more in love with you. One day I shall muster the courage to tell you everything, tell you I think about you every day-youre in my dreams-youre in my heart, how noone compares to you in my eyes ( Read more... )

I know I say this often but in all seriousness: dudes, you need to step your game up seriously.

you're all the same.

just when I thought things were going to get worse, they semi got better ( Read more... )