...The things you're dealing with lately. I don't understand how you could...

So I'm sitting here, watching Parental Control... bored as hell... eating yummy yummy lasagna.
So I'm praying to GOD that tomorrow goes AMAZINGLY like Monday did.

*Hopes*

Kris

...If I Thought Of Joining You?

So I was standing in the Del Mar College Something-Or-Other building today (I guess) to show my appreciation for the scholarships that I am receiving, wishing that somehow my day would end up having some point to it. Well it turns out that 93 other dumb-shits can't write an essay to save their lives... so... I won a ( Read more... )

... It's Not That We're Scared, It's Just That We're Delicate.

I guess it's obvious that love as never been good to me. But right now, I wish it was. I've prayed. I've cried. What else is there to do? Someone tell me. Please.

Kris

... To Be Cheating On You.

So, my heart has been feeling icky lately. Well, it's doing fine most of the time, but it has its moments when it feels sad. It really misses a particular boy's heart. *sigh*

I'm not really sure why...

Kris

...My True Love, My Whole Heart. Please Don't Throw That Away...

I hate it when my heart hurts for a boy who doesn't know that he's hurting it  =(

...I'd Ask For The Sun To Never Rise.

Yes I am still alive. I'm alive and well actually. Del Mar is treating me fantastically, and life is becoming more amazing... most of the time.

Erik is gone... not like I'm surprised. 
He's been gone for quite some time.

I knew it wouldn't last, but it's all good.  I've got soooo many new people in my life. So, in ( Read more... )

... Just The Opposite From What I Thought.

Maybe "thinking" is a good thing. 
Yes, it is.

And I Love Erik...
:D

Kris

... There's nothing good here.

Another shitty birthday has come and gone.

I guess the bad overpowered the good today. Erik didn't leave  after all, and I got to see my lovies, but I think that the yelling, fighting, tears, and sadness really stands out in my day.

And...
I think I'm going to lose Erik. 
All I want to do is cry

Happy 19th to me

Kris

... Is The Birthday.

I'm happy. But at the same time... I'm not.

Erik won't be here, first off, then I don't know if I'll be able to see my cousins.

WAIT! It's my day tomorrow, and I will see my cousins. I don't care who's gonna get hurt. I will see them and I will get to be with  them. I some A-hole exhusband of my Aunt refuses to let me see them, he ( Read more... )

I LOVE ERIK ESQUIVEL !

I love him mucho dinero! lol
He makes me smile :D

Love,
Kris