... Dead People. They Really Do Help Me When I Need Help.

But other than that, life is good
Samantha is my most amazing-est friend
Daniel is the most amazing-est boyfriend

Smiles are frequent
=-)

...To Come Back To What Was Never There.

So, my life hasn't changed that much after all. My family sucks, my home-life sucks. What else is new in my life?

Oh yeah... and I'm almost positive my boyfriend is gonna leave me,
=(
I  hate crying and it's all my fault

Happy Thanksgiving to all

...You Give Me Feelings That I Adore.

Well I haven't posted here in a billion years. I guess life is strange that way. Normally I post here when I know that no one else will  be all bitch-like here and start drama. So here it goes...

I made a horrible mistake just recently. This mistake, along with a lecture from Samantha, really opened my eyes to ( Read more... )

...The Right Words To Say.

So, here's the scoop:
I like a boy. He doesn't feel the same. I feel like crap.

Kris

...To Fix You.

So, I'm tired. I'm tired of being used like nothing. I'm tired of being seen as a walking set of boobs. I'm tired of lies. I'm tired of my heart.

Kris

...Before He Cheats.

Yes he will. Maybe I won't be so nice next time...

Kris

...And All We've Been Through.

No one is perfect, I know. But it would be nice to meet someone who is pretty damn close. I can't wait to finally be able to fully issue 100% of my trust to others. Not being able to is really hurting someone I care about sooo much. I just want him to know that it's not his fault. I care about him and the reason why I ( Read more... )

...A Long Long Time Ago.

In this place that I like to call Earth Mom, I have seen too much, done too much, and now I think I know too much. Some things need to be kept inside.
I'm getting over things, and people... but the conversation I just had kinda threw things everywhere.

I feel like I'm being put on hold from afar. The sad thing? I'll wait. 
God ( Read more... )

...Breaking My Heart Again.

So I have decided that I am officially the stupidest person ever! The fact that I let my heart get the best of me sucks ass! Big Time

This is now the 8th time in three years that I have seen a guy that I really really really like fall for someone else. Maybe it's a curse. Maybe I'm not supposed to end up happy. Maybe I ( Read more... )

... With Our Hearts In The Air.

So, I'm gonna be leaving tomorrow morning for a weekend of Shopping, Mommy, Text messages from Samantha, and No Matt.
This makes me both happy and a bit sad.
I wonder how it will be when Sammy leaves for San Marcos... I guess it'll just be me and Matt. Do I smell a few thousand road trips? Yes I do. And maybe my first ( Read more... )