im so sick of being depressed.

my sister doesnt care about anything but trevor.
my dad doesnt notice me, only my grades and jobs.
my brother never calls me anymore.
nor does reba.
i feel unwanted most of the time.
i just need to start over.
but i dont think thats possible.

for now on im only going to use this to comment on journals.

lalalalala

i hate my house.

and my family.

my friends are all i have.

but sometimes thats just not enough.

why do people not like me? because i don't listen to the "right" music? i don't wear the "right" clothes? my hair isn't chopped or black? is it because i don't look like the rest of your stupid friends ( Read more... )

friends only.