~what an extraordinarily interesting evening last night.. i really thought i was resigned to sit in my house all night moping about not being able to go out.. but then danielle called and asked if i would come pick up her and alissa and take them the body gallery and hang out with them if they gave me gas money.. i figured what the hell right? i ( Read more... )

~a strange day.. i woke up feeling a bit headachy, but the aches were gone.. my throat is still a bit sore, but it's down to tolerable.. which is always good.. i didn't do too much, got a few small things done that needed to be done ( Read more... )

~one more thing i'd like to say ( Read more... )

~welp, i'm officially sick once again.. i tried to spend and evening and all hours into the night at jasons house with jillian for her bday and yeah, i just had to leave at like, 3am.. my throat started screaming and my body just started to ACHE.. like all over.. i wasn't drunk, so i know it had nothing to do with alcohol.. it was weird.. i got ( Read more... )

~i am a lost pile of mush.. me and danielle came to the conclusion the other day that if life were a living being, we would maime it beyond recognition, for it sucks greatly.. too confusing, it's just a bunch of questions and unanswerable memories ( Read more... )

~so i am home.. it IS official.. the whole south thing just didn't work out.. it really was kind of a disaster.. no pun intended.. ha.. i can certainly say this tho, i do not feel as sorry for some of these people as i did before i went down there.. effed up, i tell ya, totally effed up.. ::shakes head:: humanity rather sickens me ( Read more... )

~ok, so i'm out.. ha

~my mom and i are leaving at about nine in the morning.. yes yes, i should sleep.. and i will.. but i want to try to be back NOT LATER than sometime in march and i will be keeping in touch with some of you..

~take care my darlings.. and i will miss you muchly!!

::HUGSANDKISSES::

ta ta for now my sweets..

.muchlove.

~so i'm sitting here freezing again.. eww ( Read more... )

~wow, it's effin cold.. serious.. BRRRRR!! ::shiver:: i hate this coldness crap.. at least, i hate it when we can't turn on the heat cause it's going to cost too much for natural gas this winter so we're holding off as long as possible.. eww.. i don't think i have to worry about it too terribly much tho ( Read more... )

If you think indie cred is something you have because you think it's awesome, you play every Thursday night for 50 people at a bar that aren't paying attention anyway, then you don't get indie. Indie isn't the fucking Fall Out Boy bullshit MTV makes it out to be. Indie is about BELIEVING IN THE FUCKING MUSIC above EVERYTHING and EVERYONE else in ( Read more... )