Comments | hisxheroine: its hard to look in the mirror these days, when every one has everything youd rather be..

hisxheroine

its hard to look in the mirror these days, when every one has everything youd rather be..

Jun 19, 2004 01:51

i hate nights like these ( Read more... )

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anonymous June 19 2004, 07:24:50 UTC

don't worry even if things end up a bit too heavy
we'll all float on alright

_fallingfromyou June 19 2004, 07:45:01 UTC

SOUL SEARCH

alluringxyou June 19 2004, 14:31:57 UTC

i'm inspired.
Everytime i'm content with myself, i know i need to change.

tiessan June 20 2004, 09:51:05 UTC

kelly..you are beautiful.

anonymous June 21 2004, 12:47:39 UTC

kelly ( ... )

i second that alluringxyou June 21 2004, 14:15:48 UTC

that was beautiful.

hisxheroine June 21 2004, 16:25:55 UTC

i do appreciate your words..and the fact that you read mine. i admire your belief and do not condemn it or judge you for it. ive grown up in a christian home, gone to church my entire life (until recently of course) and never really doubted Christ or The Bible or religion or anything that comes along with it...when i began to question things everything changed, everything about my life and my ways of thinking and my beliefs and values, i cannot believe it because there is too much to see and experience and be exposed to before i settle upon one and only one way of life, i want to be open to it all..also the fact that everything that made me believe in God was based on emotion..the way i felt during a praise song or a prayre meeting, or a sermon, emotion...it became apparent that that same emotion could be provoked by secular music and other spiritual things outside of christianity when i got to be a little older, i cant beleive something thats based on something as fleeting as emotion and tears..never deny a feeling but never accept ( ... )