you remember how the death star looked when luke shot that like..2 inch hole in it? yeah..thats how my heart feels.

my lady and my best friend.

what a great way to end a relationship..in complete destruction.

there's just one last thing that i have to say as we reflect on the mess of all of this i've made..it was cowardice that made me push you away, i was so afraid cuz you were so much better than me.

i guess it's safe to say you're never coming back.

i would do anything right now to make you see into my thoughts because i really cannot make sense of anything enough to type it out.

i miss you.
a lot.

i would thoroughly enjoy being knocked in the head so hard i could just forget everything.
too much bullshit to deal with right now i feel like im in an episode of degrassi.

i had big dreams once, and now none of them are even remote possibilities..because of one goddamn thing..

money money money..where have you gone?

back to you..it always comes around, back to you.
i try to forget you, i try to stay away but it's too late.

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things haven gotten insanely better. i have a new girlfriend now. her name is lauren and she is amazing and absolutely adorable. my brother is coming for thanksgiving tomorrow and im pretty excited about that too. i cant wait to freakin dig into all that food.