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i really wish i could hold my chin up and say that ill find someone better than you but i know that thats bullshit. i got so comfortable with you and now i dont have that comfort. nothing feels right. i want to hate you for making me feel so terrible but i cant. i can barely feel anything anymore. all i ever do i bitch bitch bitch. but what else is ( Read more... ) -
i love you i love you i love you and it means nothing...
i've been trying my absolute hardest to be happy, but i've failed miserably. i still just don't see how you can move on with your life so fast. i'm falling apart more and more every day. i look like hell, and i feel like hell, and now i'm an even bigger asshole. all i want to do is drink but my glass always seems empty no matter how much i try to ( Read more... ) -
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if i could describe in one word how i feel right now it would be incomplete. i thought that i could do this and i thought i could be strong but every thought i have is of you and every gust of wind really stings the hole in my heart. the fact that youre happier without me is just the icing on the cake. it hurts me to know that we wont make anymore ( Read more... ) -
the first day of my life.
so i've come to realize throughout my miserable, unsatisfying life that people will let you down..especially the ones you care about the most. it's not easy to forget when someone hurts you. nor is it easy to get over. just recently molly broke off what would have been a 3 year relationship on the 21st of this month. you think i would have learned ( Read more... ) -
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i really wish you didnt do this to me. -
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i really wish you knew what i have planned for you..
maybe that would prevent you from being such a jerk to me. -
and back to koreys miserable life...
i really hope that you come back to me baby.. -
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honestly i didnt write in this thing for forever because my life has gotten incredibly better. i just dont see what the point in even having a livejournal is if your life doesnt suck. -
they call these the probation blues..
i'm rarely happy with myself these days. and when i am happy with myself it's because i just don't give a flying fuck about anything, but after awhile i let them get to me and i realize that i'm nowhere near as strong as i used to be because these last few years have taken a lot out of me..granted i've taken a lot out of them as well. i've done ( Read more... )