It's been over 6 months since my last post. So much has changed. I'm on a ship in the Navy, I've moved in with Dean, who I believe I am in love with, and things have just been going pretty well lately ( Read more... )

I've read through some of my posts from the past and realized that I was one indecisive little girl. I kept switching from one boy to the next. Couldn't make up my mind. Thought I was in love with everyone I saw. It's a little ridiculous. Gah. Sometimes, I wish I could go back and change that. But at the same time, everything that I did in the past ( Read more... )

Remember that a little love goes a long way, remember that a lot goes forever, remember that friendship is a wise investment, life's treasures are people together realize that it is never too late, do ordinary things in an extraordinary way, have health and hope and happiness, take the time to wish upon a star, and don't ever forget for even a day ( Read more... )

It's hard to get through these thoughts. I know exactly what I want. I want you. I want you so bad it hurts sometimes. I know I have a while to wait if we do end up together. I know I can wait too. It's hard but I can endure it. If it means I finally get to be with you, I will wait for you. I don't want anyone else right now. I've realized in the ( Read more... )

It's not even noon and I'm tired of the day already. I want to be done with school. There's only 3 class days left after today and then finals. I'm so excited to be done with it all. I'm finishing up my application for Phoenix University and can't wait to figure out what class I will be taking in June. It should be exciting. And much easier then ( Read more... )

It's like he's everywhere. I thought I had moved on. I thought I was past all this pain. But one mention of his name brought it all back. It feels like there's an empty space inside me that no one can fix. He's the one person I need with me right now ( Read more... )

So life sucks right now...I feel like I lost my best friend and the love of my life. I dont see where things went wrong. How did his feelings change in such little time. Idk. Ill rant later...

Who can say if I've been
Changed for the better?
I do believe I have been
Changed for the better
And because I knew you
I have been changed for good.

Larry and I have gotten so much closer in the past few days its crazy. We got in a little fight/situation but we fixed it and I feel closer to him now. We both sacrifice things for each other and do things we don't wanna do sometimes but thats love. And let me tell you, I am completely in love with this one. I love every little thing about him. The ( Read more... )

I always felt that the weekends would always be stress free times. Apparently I was wrong. Work is overloading me with hours (however I do need what they are giving me and way more), school is crazy and I am trying to figure out what needs to be done for classes and when everything needs to be done, and I need to sort out what I need to get paid ( Read more... )