well... here i am on a fuckin friday nite sittin at home on the computer, lookin' at stuff for my car i can't afford, wat the hell is wrong w. me, its like i enjoy torturin myself or sumthin like that, i need money. like i need to find me a sugar momma, for real tho, like some girl that has fuckin tons of money at her disposal, i'll do the dirty ( Read more... )

damn... i don't even remember much of what happened last nite, alls i no is that i played beer pong, ate doritos, drank alot, i think i hooked up w. sum1, but i dunno... and the thing that really messed my nite up, i got a bad allergy attack or w.e and my eyes got all swollen and shyt... but its all good, still got this girls number... i have been ( Read more... )

i dunno how i feel rite now... it sounds funny, strange, all of that put together... almost like a man who just saw his newborn son for the first time... and i honestly don't no y. the only possible reason is that i just started to read this book (my mom's book in the bathroom, you need reading material) it seemed gay, something like the 5 people ( Read more... )

well, still looking for a place to go or stay after prom... if ne1 wud enjoy my company, please let me know, i mean u no how i am wen i'm havin fun... every1 luvs a party animal... rite? well ne ways rite now i am havin one of those feelings, u know wen like u question who is there for u and who isn't all the time... well i hope there r more ( Read more... )

well, good news, i got a date for prom... Jess... YAY... bad news, i have no way of getting to or back from the prom or a place to go after the prom or any desire to really go, i just wanna go down the shore or w.e after and the folks say i can't do that unless i go to prom so... yea... hmmm... wat else is good... oo, as for andrew's comment to my ( Read more... )

well to start things off shoprite is still gay as ever. i always have to make my own fun there and people sumtimes choose to talk to me otherwise they just look at me funny. this is one of the main reasons i am glad to be leaving the shoprite family and joining the weiner biz. my mom's cousin owns the sebret place on van houten so i am gonna ( Read more... )

aight... well this is cool too... i hang out w. a girl who just so happens to have a b.f. and so they broke up over it and he now wants to kick my ass... i didn't even no they were goin out until like half way into us hangin out.. i mean its not like ne thing happened... wtf holy shyt... now i am gonna kick sum1's ass cause they have a big fuckin ( Read more... )

i haven't had much to say lately... still don't really but i am gonna write sumthin. hmm... well i need a date to prom... this is too much of a repeating theme for me i mean i never have had a date for ne dance that i atleast knew. 8th grade farewell i went alone... jr. prom i went w. a girl i met once b4 the dance (granted it was fun and w.e but ( Read more... )

well... that sucked... i just had to break it off w. jess because my fuckin life is too hectic and i felt like i was just dragging her into a shithole... i no... she's there to help me... well i didn't have the will or the time for a gf... i just have too much goin on and no energy for it. i probably sound like an asshole but thats ok... cause i ( Read more... )

and plus w. jess... like i dont feel like myself around her at all ne more like w. all this shyt goin on i can't b there for her and i no she notices... so i gotta question where my head is... god damn it