i'm sorry

worst idea in the world... reading notes from your ex-girlfriend while listening to ne thing emo... especially if you're not over her completely yet. my god... i just wish this was easier to deal with but it's not... i wanna just drive over there and go into her bedroom and suprise her like i used to and like she wanted me to do when i cudn't... ( Read more... )

well, its friday nite, i just got home from work and im here to stay... this is gonna b the theme of my weekends for quite some time to come. i fucked up big time again. this time having to do w. skool. i don't even no wat to say for myself... my dumb lazy ass tried takin the easy way out of shyt and got caught. just goes to show me that i ( Read more... )

exactly 1 year ago today was our first kiss... i'm not even gona say how i no that, i just do... wow do i miss the past, i hada get it off my chest, im too much of a chicken shyt to tell her myself... hopefully she'll read this... i miss u, alot, tracing my tattoo, laying in my bed just hugging eachother, everything we stood for i miss, most of all ( Read more... )

well, i got nuthin... nuthin goin for me... i mean i'm not really depressed, i guess i am a lil bit tho... i have no girl... my job sux... the radio thing mite not be goin on ne more, the dj rescheduled to mondays which is wen i work so the only way i cud do ne thing is by myself... and as for skool the first semester is almost over and i didn't do ( Read more... )

all in all... not too bad. Skool sux, but hey, that's nuthin new. Gotta find me a chick tho, seriously. i dunno if i want a girlfriend or just like a girl to hook up w. often. o well. hmmm... bein on the campus radio is kool as hell, especially since i got to do 2 half shows alone and one full one... crazy as hell. everyone shud listen too, if ( Read more... )

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!!!!!!!!!!! really screwin up at life all over again. i shud just give up, just as life is lookin up, things r goin good, i aint carin at people, hook up w. a girl, get a lil tipsy, u no, i get fuckin stomped down by the dictatorship known as the macdonald household... fuck it all... feel like bein a savior, gimme a ( Read more... )

aight well, i got not too much to say, just i like college its fun... not too much is goin on, ive been to a few parties that were off campus fun times, almost got in big trouble w. the cops but didn't really fun times... thats basically wat gone on lately, i got nothin else sorry, respond, make me feel good, bye

so yea, nuthin new, i've been called a jamaican tho, fuckin 3 or 4 diferent jobs this summer. good shyt tho, paid for my system in my car. I really am so proud of it, it looks just like i hoped it wud, built the entire trunk and carpeted it myself. then i bought sum plexiglass and teddy helped me etch sum flames in it, to show off the amp. i ( Read more... )

Holy shit, let me tell u, i love the fuckin summer so far man. This past what... month has been crazy, i started hangin out w. Pistol Pete, Teddy, Big Nate, Carmine, Ahmed, Cappaccio, Hamido, Rob, A.J., Looch, and all them, holy shit bro, i love those kids so much, all kool as hell. Pistol has been the fuckin man lately, me and him have chilled ( Read more... )