Sonnet 17 ( Read more... )

so ya, for those of you who don't know, it was me and circe's 1 year anniversary this weekend. great times. best 4 days i've had in about 3 months. went to luigi's house. i made her a card and wrote her a poem on the front. 1st one ever. apperently she thought it was a big hit. i got her batman beings and paid for her midnight harry potter ( Read more... )

what the fucking hell? nothing is ever working for me anymore. I'm getting pr's every race in cc, i almost broke 19min for 3 miles. hockey is amazing, and i'm doing awsome. why the fuck do i still feel so fucking empty and alone? Nothing works anymore, my gpa is getting better, why the fuck am i not happy? religion doesn't help anymore, ( Read more... )

previous myspace is now null and void due to myspace illiteracy and my stupidity ( Read more... )

i don't even know why i write anymore no one ever fucking reads these things. but whatever, need to vent in order to not kill myself ( Read more... )

Fuck me. i'm an ass. why the hell did i have to argue w/ circe, and even bring up the god damn topic? what the fuck is wron with me? can't belive she still stayed, but i'm sure as hell glad she did. damn it, it seems like it will never feel the same again. i have no god damn purpose in life. i don't fucking fit in anywhere. no one is with ( Read more... )

well i haven't updated this since i got back from nc. great time. (lots of "venting" time with circe but nothing to "vent" about.)(lol sry circe). Well anyway..... went paintballing yesterday. good times. school is 2morrow. DAMNIT!!!!!!!!! but whatever. Probably won't update much during the school year.

well my bball team won the championship. we played a 3 game series. lost 1st game, won the next 2. slaughtered one of them. good times. I'M GOIN DOWN TO NORTH CAROLINA, HELL YA BITCHES!!!!!!!!!! i can't wait to see circe. just gotta make it till thusday.....

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well another day/week/month. day 4 of Circe being gone. i miss her a lot. she always seems like she's really sad. (when she's not hyper) i'm pretty sure i'm going down to NC later which will be pretty cool. just got back from el mex. great food. lifting today was pretty good, you know, the usual. Went to our friends lakehous last week, that ( Read more... )

Well its a day after the harry potter book came out and i could honestly care less. Just thought i'd update the journal again. Yesterday was cool, bball game (we won) AND I PLAYED EVERY INNING!!!!!!! HELL YA!!!!! Then circe came over for dinner and we played monkey in the middle w/ lea and my bro. Good times. Never really got any "alone time ( Read more... )