Honestly I have no idea where to begin. Since I last wrote a ton has happened, probably the most important things for you to know to understand this are that I am now the Media Relations Director for the NAFL, the Sports Editor at Sidelines, lead singer in myspace.com/greyhoundsuitcase, and still very short ( Read more... )

BYE FUCKERS.

this lj is dead.

the new me now writes by the name...

jessewestend

if you like me, add me. if you wantto be added as a friend, add me. if you like cheese, by all means, fucking add me.

"i love him. and i always will. but i think the way that we went about things, by talking about them and deciding that there was obviously no future for us - we bickered constantly - we also reached an understanding; almost like we would be much closer, and obviously much better off as friends. i think this was pretty much proven in the last few ( Read more... )

I don't want to meet new people ( Read more... )

it seems silly that we are both dying for understanding and affection when no one will ever know us better than we do.

fuck I need a micropohone and a stage, right fuckingnow.

like ive already died...half drunk twilight ( Read more... )

On Sinatra, the search for Zen, and my love for Camel cigarettes. Aching in my heart, as usual, I sat down and took off my fedora. Swiveling in my chair to face the desk that has been the only consistent confidant I have ever known, I pulled out a vanilla scented Camel cigarette and struck a match. I was transfixed by the flame as I lit my ( Read more... )

made music all day yesterdy ( Read more... )

How to make a hit_reset
Ingredients:

5 parts jealousy

3 parts brilliance

5 parts beauty
Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Serve with a slice of fitness and a pinch of salt. Yum!

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

I am staring at the screen questioning why it is I write in here... I know I like to post pictures and hear how pretty I am and all that insecure rot, but... I just realized it's almost 2005. When did this happen? It still seems like 2001. Maybe thats a numbers thing, I vaguely remember the year 95 never wanted to leave my mind. I can't believe ( Read more... )