Ok so you want my side.. Ok, as I havs said. my messengers are on auto boot. i didn say since you were not happy wiht it, that iw ould turn them off. you said no. I feel what you say at times is a big fat guilt trip he "I dont have it anymore why should you " crap. You had admited the only reason that you got YM int he first place was to talk to ( Read more... )

Well, as usual, i sit here at my desck, bored to death. :P Verfying yet again. No music or anything because pams still out. Hope shes doing better. I was listening to the radio today, it said that terry schivo (?) has been creamated. kinda makes you wonder why so fast huh? She was supose to have an autopsy done after she died. but did it happen? I ( Read more... )

I am bored to absalute tears. >< not becasue theres nothing to do, just that verifying logs is boring. same day uin and day out. there changing a whole lot of stuff so they wont finish my training in falsifications. Well, its finally warm now, its 73 degrees, and im stuck inside in a cubicle with no windows. :P dood if i know that i wouldnt get ( Read more... )

Interesting on how your parents bare so much influence in your views.. sometimes they are not always clear but i think that is due to they want us to make our own choices. I have one that seems to understand more than I know. though because hes so cryptic, i can not be sure. He is a dreamer, and inventor. I know it sounds funny but he is. he has ( Read more... )

as i sit here and thin, i wonder at times if i am just going insain or that i have any bearing on my thoughts. My thoughts are messed up as well as my feelings at times. I know i over react and such but alot has happend over the past 3 years. I have moved across country, moved back, gotten married, had a child.-smiles- Xander. He can be a trip at ( Read more... )

I know who it is, and she herself doesnt bother me. after all, shes like his sister becasue hes known her so long. Its the tone of the rp that gets me i think. im over reacting but it doent bother me any less. :P now watch.. he will read this and be all upset that i think this way. prolly go off and tell them he cant play no more. gawd feel like ( Read more... )

ok i am kinda watchgn the rp on themsn group, its a good rp, but the last post makes me rather uneasy.. His is alright, the post, ya know, showing up after years, blah blah blah, her even getting down fromt he horse and and touching his face is even ok.. but saying"there has been no other" kinda creaps me out.. i know she wants him to be all ( Read more... )

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anyways, im getting ready to do laundry. ive been logged on most of the day, nick sits behind me, working on his webpage and it seems rping in posts on msn somewhere. i tripped across it once. i asked whatcha doin. he says rping with someone i knew a long time ago, that is if it doesnt bother you:P not really, the thing that bothers me is he wants ( Read more... )

Well, saturday wasnt all that bad. I slept for quite a while, shoped after lunch. I watched the first Inu Yasha, not bad. since i never saw it before. My thought, Inu Yasha is kinda a jerk but I know a couple of ppl that has his outlook the "im a bad ass i aint gonna show that theres caring behind it" thing. Watched the 2nd one today. It could do ( Read more... )