Just a short thought. I was talking to someone last night and they had told me something that makes me now question many things. One being myself. She had told me that he had gone to her and told her that he was getting a devorce and that if she wanted to be with him that he was free. my question is if he said it, why? we were thinking about ( Read more... )

I have been sitting here thinking about the evnts of my life, esp the last 3 years. I have wondered what has happend in lifes scheme of things to make me feel the way i do now, as well as quite often. Work, its alright, there will alays be problems at work. The problms i cant seem to get htings done about are home bound issues.. one, being the ( Read more... )

Well, Ihavent updated in a while so this is whats been going on ( Read more... )

Well, yes, its been a while since I have written last. not much to write about then, Well, ther eis now :) I now have my car back, it was the brain of it that was bad. 87 bucks ot fix, but everything runs peachy now. Xander learned how to stand up by himself in the middle of the floor on the 16th. :) He waited till I got to moms to do it so I got ( Read more... )

Well. it been a while since last i have written in here. Lets see whats been going on.. No word from Cali, Nick says hes gonna call his dad. The numbers been changed from what it use to be. Its not unlisted or anything, we found it on the net. He says he will ask his friend for it. I asked him why not try the one off the net. he thinks it may not ( Read more... )

Ok. i know now, my life is hell. I have Satain for a father-in-law.. I have never met the man, I met his son close to 4 years ago. I knew his father was sick and had been moved into the hospital. I moved out to nicks house in late october of 2002 with Nick and Jerry. Jerry was there for about a 2 weeks or so after that and had some issues with Nick ( Read more... )

Well, this weeknd has been a hell off a weekend, part of it was fun though.. Lets see.. Nick lost his wallet on friday, so we had to go hunt for it. :P he didnt find it, so now i have to go take him to the DMv to get a new ID. he had to cancle and hotcard his atm card cuzit was in there, adn his soc card was in there.-sighs- I hope no one trys to ( Read more... )

sometimes... i beleave my life was meant to be hell.. Anyway... This weekend.. I got payed Friday, not bad, I deposited my check thought he ATM-never again- at 6:51pm. Thought ok, thats fine i will be able to get it saturday. no worries. Saturday comes around. I drive Nick to work and the go home and cuddle xander for a while because he was sick, ( Read more... )

-kix her comp- the damned thing wont connect. does everything have to happen to me???

things i wonder about.. hmm let me think.. forgive me im pissed off right now,... i wonder sometimes.. he says that hes afraid if eh contacts his fater that he will make toruble for him.. how can he if noting that senile old man is saying is true? im sorry to say that about my father in law, but its true.. he called one day and told nick to leave 6 ( Read more... )