I want to be me again. the old me, if possible. or whatever, but not this thing.

I don't want to repeat myself again, but whereever I look from the last few years, that's the only thing I can do. Though it's repetition with variation (haha, why does this sound soo familiar? oh I know, that book about adaptation studies... that's what should take up all of my time nowadays... but the problem is...) So yeah, some new 'ingredient ( Read more... )

Somehow I feel like writing again. And it doesn't seem so bad. Things, I mean. Though I still haven't finished anything (let alone started, uhh, that's the real problem) but I can't keep escaping anymore, otherwise it'd be too late for everything. But I have no idea how to begin and of course, I'm extremely afraid. Yeah, still I have to ( Read more... )

Totally getting out of control. I stopped caring about things I should. And if I don't do anything, it'll get worse, for sure. But knowing isn't enough to act. Oh, shut up already.

This day's been the total opposite of my week: I haven't done anything...yeah, practically absolutely nothing... and it felt so good!^^ Though from tomorrow it's gonna be different again ( Read more... )

'Til time's not over ( Read more... )

God, why do people always have to mess up everything... It would've been just so much easier for me if I could get done with it today. Fucking bus-workers on strike ( Read more... )

Feels so strange that I've been home for more than two weeks now. It's 2010, which I don't like but welll, can't do anything about it^^ (I just so can't stand the look of that number ( Read more... )

I utterly enjoy when I fall ill during holidays... Why does it always have to happen like that ( Read more... )

At last! Okay, not completely, I have to go back a few times but it's really nothing compared to the fact that no more university until February. I've become so relieved that I don't quite know what to do with my free time^^ (now that I have some). The last two weeks's been cruel, all that time in the dorm and full of exams. Surprisingly, this ( Read more... )