i fear that i will become an increasingly unpleasant, hateful person if i don't start demanding that i be treated with the respect, effort and appreciation i deserve ( Read more... )

i've been feeling uncharacteristically pessimistic for some reason.

also i've been having this weird, floating, outside of my body sensation alot lately.

also my boyfriend is clueless and might be gay.

...i'm bored and sad and lonely and i want to be back in savannah.

i feel like i have a lot more to say but i guess i don't.

So i feel like I don't even HAVE a boyfriend ( Read more... )

I wish someone would ask me HOW I FEEL about Lark and Blake's plan to live together in New York for a semester, or whatever ( Read more... )

I'm seriously starting to doubt that Blake is really attracted to me ( Read more... )

i'm dumb, but i'm working on it.

i make a lot of the same mistakes, but i'm learning.

i'm trying to establish some more boundaries but i'm afraid of ending up alone behind the walls

i just, like.... love to torture myself

or something

GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HEAD.

Dear God,

Please provide me with the strength/courage to like myself enough to cease my self destructive habits.

Love,
Missy

whyyyy do so many people suck so bad ( Read more... )