There's so much. But there's so little. Where has all my time gone? There are too many gaps to count, and they'll only grow. Often I question myself and my own reality. The people I sometimes surround myself with. Sometimes I try think of who I can always stand and understand, like a color, plain as day. Nothing comes. Not to say I've got no one. I ( Read more... )

Who knows. I don't know. I don't need a mouthful. From anyone. Waking up in the morning is a mouthful on its own. Video game music and gunshots. Leg cramps. Cigarette clips. Duct tape. Cheesy wraps. I don't know. Well I do, but what the hell is that?

Everythings backwards, again. I don't know why I ever try to push towards one direction. The truth of it all is I have no control over which way I'm pushing. That's being seventeen. But it's really not. I sometimes want things so smooth. But when I'm really considering anything I know I need the coarseness of it all. Not to say it's horribly ( Read more... )

What? What? What? Why do you all have to be such assholes? Assholes? Assholes. Not really though. Really though. Heat. Different outlook and all that comes with that. "Cos' my words is ( Read more... )

happy 420 to all

i'll take
a quiet life

I thought my brain might never go back. Hibernating for a week caused reasonable concern, but of no consequence. Here. Points just like this, thats what keeps me trudging. First snow of the winter today. I could cozy myself and feel that happiness you can only feel when you're alone. In this case, nustled in bed reading after aching all day to feel ( Read more... )

" Moods don't command you
If you don't know what you're going through "

Do you want this to permanent? Do you see it as an out or as a loss? I just don't see where you're coming from.

things are really good
i have a job finally
everything is good i'm feelin it

Smokey rolls down thunder canyon is so good. I really really enjoy it and am pleasently surprised by the diversity in the songs.
in recent news i got my permit. and i still don't have a job.

helllllllll yeaaaaahhhhhh