I'm bored. I'm home alone and have nothing to do... So alls I can do is think, and you know how that goes with me... its just a downer man, I think about depressing shit and it just makes me want to hole up. It sucks always being the boyfriend thats resented... whatev...

so, I've got a job, I've decided to move out, and I'm working on getting deeper into music. I'm gonna' try to learn guitar on my own using tabs, cd's and videos, as well as grabbing whoever will teach me this and that. It's just like Tai-Chi, practice makes perfect. Tomorrow I'm going to an abandoned insane assylum with amanda to just look around ( Read more... )

whats the deal with all this journal suspension stuff?

*YAWN* So tired... Anywho. It's time for an update in life. Things with charlotte are going fricken' amazingly for once and we've both decided that we need to spend a lot more time together outside of little two or three hour bursts. So, I need to get a better car and better job and then we'll have more money to go out on dates like the one we went ( Read more... )

Thank God!!!! I Finally found a fricken aid to help me quit smoking! Tea Tree Therapy brank Tea Tree Toothpicks. I fuckin' love these things! Best of all, they make my breath smell good and fight bacteria. Extra bonus, I still get the tuff guy look cus its a friggen tooth pick. Not a gay ass piece of gum or a patch. They arn't specificaly designed ( Read more... )

I wanna' watch some Hakusho and all the Gundam series. And MS08

I got a question for y'all is it unfair that I told charlotte I'd break up with her if she didn't at least get her GED.

I've decided that the only way I'm gonna' make it in college is if I find some kind of seriouse motivation in life... and right now thats not happening on its own so I'm gonna' get my meds bumped up.

I can not wait for this quarter to be over... I just wanna' puke my brains out then go work my ass off until I have enough money to live... I'm just tired... just plain tired and I'm ready to quit... Alls I want to do is get a real job that pays real money so I can start covering my own ass.

Argh... so tired... almost didn't make it to work, and I'm wearing a stupid fuckin' polo and kahki slacks. Ewww... I didn't even get to iron them... stupid mom wakin' me up right when I have to leave... well anyways, I'm off to pro quest to find some shit on animal shelters.