So last night was a fun-filled night for the most part. I was the Designated Driver for some of my friends b/c it was April's 21st birthday. We took her to Uphill, it was tons of fun until dusty and erica got into this huge fight and dusty walked off, said he was gonna hitch-hike home. Finally I convinced him to come back to the bar. Everything was ( Read more... )

So this past week has been fun. Still having troubles with my past situation, still not sure what to do, huge confusion. Last saturday night I went to a halloween party. I dressed up as an angel, ha! I got really wasted, I had about 5 shots of tequilla, yum. I did two keg stands, my first time. I had about a 12 pack of corona to myself. So I don't ( Read more... )

It's been a while...I was gonna stop doing this whole live journal thing but I guess some of my friends would like to hear how I'm doing. This has probably been the worst summer of my life. I'm happy to say that summer is over. Most of my friends have gone back to school and I'm stuck here working. But I do plan on going back to Northern next ( Read more... )

It's weird how fast you can gain friends and then just lose them. I've lost more friends this summer than I have in a lifetime. It's my fault really, I don't keep in touch and then there is the fact that I just don't care anymore. I've spent the past week by myself in my house. It felt good to just sit around and think ( Read more... )

So life has been going...just going. Nothing interesting is happening. I work, do the same old getting wasted almost every weekend, hang out with friends, and sleep. I didn't do much for the 4th of july though. I had to work pretty much that whole week really early in the morning, so I offered to be the DD for some of my friends. Bad idea there, ( Read more... )

I've been in such an angry mood for the past few weeks now, I still don't really know why. I know I am angry with myself for somethings but I'm pretty much over that, I feel like crap. I wish I had friends here to make me happy and cheer me up, but they all suck here and don't care if I'm in a bad mood. So my plan for the rest of today is going to ( Read more... )

I'm probably the most pissed off person ever right now. Just everything and everybody has been getting on my nerves. Jordan turned out to be a jerk, I mean I guess he will be a good friend, but all he really wanted was a friends with benefits type of thing which isn't exactly what I do so yeah. I mean I don't understand why he would think that I ( Read more... )

It's been a rough week. My mom talked to me earlier this past week, and basically just lectured me and told me I need to figure out what I'm going to do with my life, oh and she said I was selfish, so I guess I am. Anyway if I don't find a full time job or get another job by the end of the month and start paying rent, she is going to kick me out, ( Read more... )

Life has been pretty busy lately. Sometimes I really wish things would just stay the same. I really do hate change sometimes. It seems that growing up is harder than I thought and that going to college really does change some people. It's like they get caught up in the everyday drama of other people's lifes. They feel the need to be corrupted. Love ( Read more... )

Today was an interesting day. My grandpa steve just randomly stopped by, it was unusual b/c he lives 4 hours away. He didn't stay for very long either. Only about 4 hours, I like seeing him though b/c he reminds me so much of my father. Good thing I didn't work today or I would've missed him. I hardly even know him b/c he was never part of my life ( Read more... )