R.I.P. Jason Michael Dorvinen
January 1, 1983-December 3, 2007
He was such a great guy. He didn't deserve this. I miss him.
How to deal?

I don't know what to do anymore...I wish things were different.

I hate people, I hate living at home, I hate life...I feel like screaming!!!! WHY ME!? I really just wanna kill people or kick someone in the face.

I have horrible news, just devastating...very tragic. Brad Fortin is getting married...one of my older brother's good friends. I have had a crush on this guy since I was 14. The man of my dreams is marrying someone else. I'm bummed. My plan is to get wasted at the wedding reception ( Read more... )

What a wonderful day it has been. It's actually really nice outside. I sat out in the sun for a few hours today. It was nice. I did a lot of thinking...now my head hurts. Last night April decided we should go out so I went with her just because I was bored. I stole five dollars from my brother so I could buy a few drinks. Don't worry I paid him ( Read more... )

My birthday week is finally over. Last thursday I got a free room at my hotel. Jason, april, and I started off drinking up in the bar on the 7th floor at about 8. It was only us up there, they don't get very busy on the weekdays I guess. Well we invited the bartender out with us his name was chris. He said he would meet us at Uphill later. We then ( Read more... )

It's been a fun-filled week so far. Saturday at midnight I went up to Mickeys and got drunk for my b-day. Amity payed for all my drinks and she told the band that was playing it was my b-day so they sang me a song. They are actually a really good band. I believe their name was money shot. I got pictures, they are on april's camera but I will try to ( Read more... )

It's been a busy but lazy month. I've been working 5 days a week for the past month and yet I'm still broke. My birthday is in 1 day and some odd hours. I'm really excited. Saturday I'm going up to Mickey's in calumet at midnight. Amity said that she is paying for me to get in and paying for all my drinks. My mom is going to be mine and april's ( Read more... )

I wish I would have spent more time with my grandma when I had the chance, now it's too late. I guess I'm realizing that life is short and people aren't always going to be in my life. Last week was rough, way to much was going on, it was very overwhelming for me. Going to my grandma's funeral was very hard for me. I met so much family that I didn't ( Read more... )

I screwed up big time. Erica found out about me and dusty. I feel so horrible about it, I know she will never forgive me. I don't even know why I did it, or why it happened. It just happened and now I regret it more than ever. April felt the need to finally tell erica 2 months later. So erica is going through alot considering she just found out ( Read more... )