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i messed up once again. i was doing so well i dont know what happened. i really wanted to make this work out and to gain the trust and to be able to go thru with this but last nite i messed up big time. i had been drinking and the person i had waited all week to see never showed. i had been talking to this one guy and i ended up sleeping next to. ( Read more... )

yeah so yesterday was thanks giving and i spent it at my moms friends house. pam and i watched two guys play halo 2 and yell at the cowboys game. we then ate to much and came home. today we get to go to a hockey game see me smile. we come home torrow and we leave here at 7 this time and that would make it around 10 home time. i cant wait to see ( Read more... )

I feel like i have just lost the world from under my feet. you were my whole life my drive. i wanted to be like you in so many ways. i don't blame you for going i just hate myself because i wasnt able to be there for you. i was busy and now i am on the other side of the continent. i know you will be happy where you are going. i know it also is not ( Read more... )

yeah so a random update, yesterday it was DnD and i found out i didnt have to work so i ended up being the first person there. then dave and mel showed up followed by andy. Tom showed up and Jon made an appearance then left. last jeff showed up. well it was a fun nite and things happened that i am not typing. anyways we watched a movie. jeff and i ( Read more... )

yup i just wasted like half a tank of gas wandering around looking for freakin dice for D&D cuz i am tired of sharing. yeah so i was driving around laconia looking and not having any luck till finally i found a shop that sold them. in my wanderings i passed Jeff and then when i was walking to stretch my legs i passed his car. well anyways i went ( Read more... )

Yeah so my first real D&D nite was last nite and it was awesome!!!! Kevin and Dave helped me make a character and Dave was DM. Jan, Chris, and Tom also played. Chris left early with Jesse, and Jeff and Liz showed up. Liz left at 12 and the game sorta stopped around one. Dave fell asleep and Jeff started to make a character for next week. Then we ( Read more... )

yeah my cat died. well techniquly it was my moms cat honey that died. she was wicked sick and was put down today and was flea infested. i am now really sad and i have to clean everything. well that was my day