I said I was done; at this point, I was pretty confident that I'd written the last chapter of what was the saga of my life on the ol' LJ. I mean, almost 14 months with very little compulsion to ever come back. I'm still considering it closed - consider this to be the epilogue, the afterwards. I don't know who is still around to read this, but I ( Read more... )

I'm done. No more LiveJournal. I'll probably delete it soon. Maybe I'll archive it. Maybe I won't. Bye.

I figured I'd write in my gournal. I write my thoughts in it every day. Or well... that's a lie ( Read more... )

An update is forth coming as a lot has gone on in my own personal life and in the lives of others that have affected me. I kind of want all of it to sink in more before I make any reflection about it. When I am ready to do so, though, I will be putting it here.

For now I just want to focus on getting through the next week or so.

And so she leaves. And she will go see him. And he will have no idea of how lucky he is. And so I must move on. I don't know to what, to where... but it is obvious she doesn't want to leave him. I can't expect her to. I just wish I had never been so sure that something was going to happen. And yet still, no one treats me like she does. Sure, she ( Read more... )

Everyone is headed somewhere else all the time it seems. So many people I know have gone to other parts of the world and had the chance to experience just being within the borders of another country. I have not been anywhere that you can't drive to in under an hour and a half for over 6 years now. Think about that. Over 2,200 of the past days in my ( Read more... )

1. Made out for more than 3 minutes? 
Hell yeah! Isn't 3 minutes like a minimum for it to be making out?

2. Slept in a different bed?
Um, than my own? Of course I have - back at Dartmouth, at my grandparents' house, the hospital, etc.

3. Made out in a movie theatre? 
No... I don't go to theaters much... I really don't make out much either

4. made out ( Read more... )

All right, so I know my last entry went a little overboard. At the time though, that is honestly how I was feeling. Do I truly believe everything I said? No, but I was on a roll with fuming anger and just went with it. Does that mean none of it is to be believed? I think it would be unwise if you thought it was just meaningless words in a ( Read more... )

I feel like deleting myself from the internet. Hell, I feel like deleting myself period sometimes, but that's another story. Just get rid of it all - MySpace, Facebook, this journal here, any forums I ever posted on, my screen names, my e-mail addresses... all of it. I know I wouldn't be able to get rid of all of it but... I'm thinking I might ( Read more... )

You know, I think people need to stop doing the following things when it comes to making an assessment about me ( Read more... )