Lately I have been having these feelings when i know that people are going to call... I knew that he would try to contact me in some way. David called my mom to catch up and to tell him that he was engaged to the girl that he used to babysit (his little sister figure). Yadda Yadda Yadda. Reason why i felt that he was going to call was because I ( Read more... )

As of Sept 5th I have officially become the "Bride to be". Jamie proposed to me on our camping trip in Ludington at sunset on the skyline trail that over looked the dunes, forest and Lake Michigan. I had previously tried to always figure out when he was going to propose but this time, honestly, I had no idea. When he reached in his pockets I kept ( Read more... )

Jamie leaves tomorrow for London. He will be gone for study abroad and I was in denial about the whole thing up until today. I broke down at work today and started to cry. Its hard because for so long we have not went more than 24 hours without talking to each other and now I don't get to talk to him except through emails. *Sigh* Tomorrow morning ( Read more... )

Since graduation, a lot has happened but the biggest news is that I am quitting my job as a server because I am starting my CW job at Gryphon Place. For those that have stuck close you know what Gryphon is but if you don't, Gryphon Place is a local Kalamazoo county agency that answers suicide lines, CPS and APS calls, Community Mental Health lines ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning to a cute note on my computer... "I LOVE YOU" in big bold letters across the screen, I thought it was so cute. Im really happy that Jamie is here with me because its hard when hes not here. For instance, nights like tonight. I wish he was here to keep my mind from wondering. My roommate is going to see her ex for the first ( Read more... )

Its been two weeks today that Uncle Randy Lettow died and we are all still hoping to wake up from this nightmare. It still doesn't seem real. We all have been walking around with this somber tone to our lives the last couple weeks... because a part of what makes the family what it is has left a hole in our hearts. I guess it gets easier with ( Read more... )

Jamie had just gotten the worst news today. After his last final he walked out extremely happy and had recieved the worst phone call. His father called to say that his uncle had just took his own life last night. Uncle Randy was a wonderful man whom we loved so very much... my favorite uncle in his family... Its hard to believe that someone like ( Read more... )

I got into Graduate school!

I will be a Marriage and Family Therapist in less than 2 years!

Only 3 months until I become a certified family life educator!

So i love that I haven't spoken to you in months and then out of the blue you call me at 2am to tell me that you are in Kalamazoo. First of all 2am!? Then the fact that you have a girlfriend who you compare to me and make her feel like crap. YOU HAVE SOMEONE who cares about you and wanted to be with you. I told you im not coming back. I am happy ( Read more... )

I cant see my life any different.... with anyone else. And it makes me so happy to know that im in love with you and that you and i are together. I cant wait till forever... but i dont want forever to ever end. :*) Goodnight my love.


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