Ok so i think people are stupid. Offically, people try to act sincer over everything else in the world but want to start shit too with other people they dont talk to ( Read more... )

Today was awesome, im on cloud nine. I have to blame it on the fact that i have the most awesome study buddy/good friend, Tom, and that i did good on my test. I am just so jumpy and happy and *sigh* i havnt been like this is a long long time.  Just everything today was great, ive had the best last couple days and today topped it off ( Read more... )

Honestly, sometimes i really miss my crazy-ness, when i didnt care about anything, when i went off and smoked pot with my friends, got piss faced drunk, went wild.... the closest i come to having that crazy "fun" is when i drink a few beers with friends at Tom's... i dont know how to have fun anymore, my idea of fun is study sessions with my study ( Read more... )

So whoever thought that life was easy and getting a job was simple was RETARDED. Im looking into everything that i have to do before i get out of school next summer and im dying. yeah its my choice to leave early but holy hell. I just cant wait till this is all over and i can have a real life again.

One week ago tomorrow janelle and jacob died in the car crash and it has been really hard on my family. Katie has been taking it well the last few days because of work and school taking her mind off of it but she went and said her goodbyes to Janelle at visitation and then again yesterday at the funeral. I am so sad because i dont know how to ( Read more... )

So I woke up to see that i got a phone call from my mom last night after 11 so i knew that something was wrong. she called me at 715 this morning to tell me that 1.) my grandma is in the hospital with congestive heart failure and 2.) my sisters best friend died in a car accident last night.

Janelle was 16 years old, had never taken a drivers test, ( Read more... )

so in the last 2 months 8 girls i know have gotten engaged. one of which is my cousin. im so happy for them but why does it feel like they are rubbing it in my face that their engaged to someone they've known for a year and ive known jamie forever. I guess, yeah maybe its a jealousy thing, i want to be planning my wedding, i mean hell jamie and i ( Read more... )

Life feels shitty right now. i feel so rushed with everything after my professor spoke to us yesterday regarding graduate school. I need to finish my undergrad by summer II next year... its crappy... i have to take a ton of classes and i really dont want to. this summer so far im signed up for 15 credits but it may be up-ed to 21. FULL TIME IS 12 ( Read more... )

so its springbreak for me and i didnt go anywhere which actually turned out really good. i came home and ive been visiting friends and family. I spent all day today with friends and seeing my grandma. i went back to powers to visit my teachers and i also went back to holy redeemer and saw one of my favorite teachers in the world. today has been ( Read more... )

this fight is OVER for those who have kept up with it. We got through to eachother FINALLY. LONGEST fight in Jamie-Heather history, 3 days. It was one of those, what jamie calls, "well deserved fights" that he had coming to him and it was good that it happened.  I think we yelled in every room in the apartment, the kitchen was by far the most ( Read more... )