I am becoming more and more annoyed with today’s blameless society. Why people refuse to take responsibility for their actions? How have we descended into this vicious cycle of blame that somehow leaves everyone blameless and everyone holding the bag at the same time. How did we get to the point that a person’s greatest fear is to be wrong? ( Read more... )

The one thing that bothers me is that it is so hard for me to figure out what I want in life. That combined with it seeming so easy for everyone else around me is very frustrating.

Three bands. The first a local Detroit band by the name of the Satin Peaches. A very good sound that was somewhere between Radiohead and Modest Mouse. As far as opening bands go they really kicked ass and played a great set. Next was Jason Collett with another band whose name I do not recall (started with a p). A very good live performer who had a ( Read more... )

The main question that has been rolling around in my head on this subject lately is whether love is an actual emotion or a social construction. Observing various things through out the day has made me doubt the validity of the thing we call love. We are exposed to so many different things that basically sell the idea of love to us from an early ( Read more... )

Obsess obsess over the sweet caress.
Never mind the shredded line
slowly fading, now fading fast.
Jump back, still no class.
Break.
Broken.
Fade.
Smile.

Let go.

Switch back to the skipped track
Open up the note’s flat
Ease up, not so tense
Same song, once again
Faster, still, not fast enough
Bleed, fucker, bleed
Just give up

piercing daggers in the darkness
virulent pools of bitter twilight
watching me, watching me
mocking my hair

hello hello. Friday November 3rd. Party at my place. Wear a costume. I'll buy some food and stuff but I'm a broke ass so bring some al-chem-a-hol for the drinkage if you want something specific. hope most of you can make it. So far it looks like Andy, Jon, and Hideki should be able to come... alrighty. peace.

Sound waves have the power to rip down a mountain side. Our voices have this tremendous power, yet we all remain silent. My mind is quite, still, motionless. My genius, if it ever existed, has now left me. I am frustrated with a reality that seems to change uncontrollably. I look at emptiness, a blankness which my mind once could fill in a ( Read more... )

So I heard from my new job, and will be starting on May 1st. I'm actually suprisingly sad to leave my current job while still running for the door. I've realized that I've gotten pretty decent at it and it's too bad that I'll never have need to call on most of the skills I've learned. I'll still get to see my boss often enough so she isn't mad ( Read more... )