I guess I'll stay up an extra ten minutes to drain this out of me. Something about riding with no hands for once, along the riverpath, all alone getting home, zipping past shadows, sometimes stopping, if their shape looked family, listening to Blue Oyster cult, and I don't give a fuck , I let go of the grip tape, I don't care if I fall down. ( Read more... )

after somewhat of a meltdown, I think I decided not to call anyone or go out of my way to have any "fun" for a bit. also, not to drink or smoke or take the pills ( Read more... )

I know I have to be up real soon. I know I don't ever have anything that worthwhile to say, but I feel all full of shit right now. I want a little of it out of me. I don't know where to put it, not here. I want to take a walk with a good friend, I want to say something horrible against the beautiful sky and ghostly wind, so maybe it wont seem so ( Read more... )

shit. three (12packs) down, three to go. I think we even played 'spin the can' at like four a.m. but it just kept landing on everyone but me. I am running away.

I have that nervous tingle in my stomach.butterflies or something, it's making me wanna hurl. I am starting to drink vodka, I hope it calms my nerves. I'm so sad, cuz it's raining and all i want to do is ride my bike to the arcade and play pinball and wait for something awsome to happen.

to celebrate the the new budget of my working-womanhood, I made a couple stops on the way home from the office today. I bought a huge bag of fancy gold and jeweled buttons from the craft store, and six 12 packs of pabst blue ribbon from the grocer.

now I have seventy two beers to drink while i make myself seem all fancy in my button up bests.

my last weekend of total freedom ( Read more... )

what I've done, and why I'd do it again ( Read more... )

era tal placer de chocar con usted tan unexpectantly. Emocionaba aún más que viendo todas esas celebridades. Soy siempre curioso acerca de lo que usted hará próximo. Espero que yo le pueda ver otra vez. El amor, Lisa ( Read more... )

I think I played more than ten games of pinball today. So, it was a good day. I drank on garden chase lounge, in mulitple yards and porches, at the pinball machine. It was wednesday ( Read more... )