Well nicki and i broke up, and im moving on with my life. it was a good break up, but she is accusing me of fooling around when i was on my trip, so whatever, im gonna let her think what she wants. i know the truth and so does everyone on the team. thats all that matters at this point. on a better note, i met someone at the same time, but im ( Read more... )

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well there was a house i was interested in, but it turns out to be too expensive and i dont want to try to buy that house because they are asking too much for it. anyway, i am moving out soon, i know that for a fact. probably within the next two months. I am going to get a job at the post office making 18 bucks an hour full time. I am tired of ( Read more... )

There are some mornings when i come home from work and i think Bandit is running from my room to come see me walk in the door. Like old times. I really miss him. It is still hard, even three and a half months later.

Brandon

So im the assistant coach for the cross-country team. and im being paid at the same time. how great is that. not much has been goin on, just work and school. i have been having fun. next week is cedar point and i cannot wait because nicki is comming. my pinky ring should be coming in either today or tomarrow. its tight ( Read more... )

I hope Peter Jennings is not in pain anymore. R.I.P.

Nicki bought me a ring. yay

Brandon

well today at 11:50 A.M. was officially my worst day ever. They put Bandit down. It was my decision and i felt that he had been through enough pain. it was so hard for me. I held him as she gave his the fluid. he died in my arms, just as i wanted. realizing that he was gone was not easy, and i still think that he is coming home. one day i ( Read more... )

I saw that his bowl was almost empty, so i filled it. hoping that he would show up and try to shove me out of the way..... it didnt happen. I dont get it...... why him? why cant i have the liver damage? why cant i have the stones? He doesnt deserve it. i guess last night he was having trouble breathing. i know its over. its killing me. i ( Read more... )

they cant save him.....wtf. i cant do this. now i have to decide if i want him put down or not. i dont want this. i never wanted it. WHY?

I am going to be balling as i write this. Well, my cat had a problem with his bladder. He could not pee and it was blocked by kidney stones i guess. now that being said, i guess they have to do surgery to remove the stones. he has a damaged kidney i guess, but they are doing multiple tests to make sure. if he does, then they will have to put ( Read more... )