Matt and I at least started talking and hanging around again. I realized that I want him in my life than not. Either as friends or more but I do want him. I have not missed anyone as much as I missed him. I like that we can talk about sports 24/7 and also current events. I think we can compromise with each others likes and dislikes. I have never ( Read more... )

well Its been a while and alas I do miss matt...i guess thats what happens if you hang out with someone for three months straight and now that I have a lot of free time, i chose not to see him and being the pig headed that he is he thinks that I should be the one to give in and call him....NO, this time he was the one who made the first move and ( Read more... )

Well the whole matt thing just got out of hand and now we are not even talking. I mainly decided to stay away from him for a couple of weeks at least because I want to cool down and get my life sorted and back together again before just like before me and him started talking. I decided that he is not mature enough for a relationship and think that ( Read more... )

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you can learn to appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so that you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself. And sometimes good things fall aparts so better things can fall together ( Read more... )

Well unfortunately I did not get a second interview with Arizona College, but I did get a phone interview with Lincoln University in Missouri and they offered me the job on the spot. I told them that I had to think about the job and asked a lot of my colleagues and friends on advice on what to do...I came up with a conclusion that it is better for ( Read more... )

Capricorns make the most faithful lovers. And your strong sex drive makes you among the most reliable. But perhaps the most defining characteristic of Caps is that they are uniformly well-equipped for material prosperity. Self-discipline, good time-management skills, thoroughness and ambition: These are your trademarks. And they conspire to make ( Read more... )

Well chris has come and gone....his last few days were not very good ones because he was blatantly flirting with other girls in front of me and he went out with another chick on his last day. Oh well I cant be that mad because I knew it was just a fling from the very beginning. On the other hand his coming to visit has made matt and me rethink our ( Read more... )

Just like last may when I was feeling very low...a quasi knight in shining armour comes back and kinda rescues me from depression. Chris came in to town last week and he will be here until Sat!!! I just found out from matt a few days before he came in and I was excited but wasnt sure if he wanted to hook up again. So i took a chance (well amber ( Read more... )

I really do not like feeling like this. I feel like a big disappointment to my family and friends. I feel like nothing i have done or accomplished has been worth anything. I am not happy with my life because I am useless. How come people like Luc Bourdon who could have done a lot of great things died when someone like me who has done nothing is ( Read more... )

Well the last few days have been bad, it started last friday when I drunk txt blake (well hawaii was the one txting him from my phone) asking if he wants to hang out sat to the hockey game. Well I didnt get the response i wanted and some of it does not even make any sense to me because he was talking about fri when i txt him about sat. So the next ( Read more... )