Well the month of June was a really rough one. They said bad things happen in threes and that's what happened to me. First my bank account was compromised maybe when I swiped my cards in the gas stations so the crooks stole almost 300 dollars from my bank account, next I had to turn in a two weeks notice at the hell hole Warwick before I found ( Read more... )

Well I hope my luck has finally turned....I got the athletic training job in Yorktown, VA. I guess things really do happen for a reason and I never gave up the idea that God is looking out for my best interest. I was bummed out that I did not get the KC but I know that I am suppose to go there. The job is working in a High School (Tabb HS) and a ( Read more... )

A good job ( I hope and pray I get the job in Kansas City, MO!!)
future love interest (andy perhaps?? ironically he's from KC)
To spend time with family and friends
and world peace...

I want to get the fuck out of Nebraska.....Myself, my sister, rebecca, shara, and my sister questioned how I have lived here for this long but now I had a breakdown at work and realized I do not want to stay here any longer. I dont know if it was moxy, friends, or something that made me kinda sane and didnt have any problem staying here but now I ( Read more... )

Well hell week is here....two a days started saturday and I dont have a day off for two weeks maybe. Its taking a lot of toll in my body even though I had a massage a week ago. But I forgot how much fun it is working with the mens soccer team because they bs a lot before practice and some of the guys flirt with me so it makes me feel good about ( Read more... )

Well I have been down and depressed lately and I even have thoughts of wanting to die. then yesterday on my way to work it was all of a sudden downpour and the road was very wet and visibility was bad. When i drive I usually just go 5 over the speed limit and I keep my distance from the other cars. When I was on the highway (or freeway) going to ( Read more... )

I am turning a new leaf, I want to start from scratch hopefully when i get the job in Nevada. I am going to think positive and do my best to make sure I get hired because I really dont want to live in nebraska longer than i have to. The wedding was just the icing on the cake, even though the ceremony was beautiful and I looked great, the reception ( Read more... )

Well I survived day one meeting sarah (chris' fiancee). I made sure I looked hot with make up and I was trying really hard to be normal but being in church I all of a sudden starting thinking about donato so after rehearsal I called him. It sooo great talking to donato...I am regretting breaking up with him and moving to nebraska because maybe me ( Read more... )

Guess who called me..chris who told me that he is engaged and was worried that i can ruin his life by telling his fiance about us when i meet her...of course chris doesnt know me and assumed that but I told him that even though my life sucks I would not ruin his life and future....He told me good luck and we are still going to hang out...ARGHHGh i ( Read more... )

So once more Me and matt are done. He didnt have the balls to tell me in person or even on the phone that he just wants to be friends through text message but he also wanted with benefits and that does not fly with me. I have told him twice before that I am not into hook ups, I want a boyfriend. So i am going to stay away from him at least until ( Read more... )