This Looks liek Tara, Feels Like Tara, Acts like Tara... But its a Kasteny... WTF do i do should i trust her?

So here begin my days at MSOE... I started going to college to be a Bio-Med Engineer. I say to everyone I want to study with prostethics and such and deal with Myo Electrical control but really i dont think thats my calling. Like I know i can do it and such just not sure my heart is set on that. Also I feel like most of my energy is going towards ( Read more... )

So i keep thinking about her... i have a bad problem about that and someday it will pan out i think... Like why i just met her? I think its the fact that i find security and confidenc in my self when the opposite sex is into me. hmmm What to do. Like she has texted me in a little i sounds like a chick. Im very emotional when it comes to women for ( Read more... )

Man what a weekend... drank quite a bit. played lots of beer pong nad danced with tons of girls... it was insane. what a good time. still seeing this one girl she is nice having a good time which is wierd cause like get nervouse and stuff and think about what she is up to and stuff... IDK im weird about those types of things. Ill jut hit the sack ( Read more... )

Ok so totaly dont know what to do... Like i feel like im really getting into this girl but its been only like 3 days geeze man... I dont know girls mess with your head. Like she wants to be in a abstinent relashionship... I cant do that. Im confused... She is a great girl and everything she seems to be saying is quite appealing. She likes alot of ( Read more... )

So Weekend was great... don't know how to explain it. Started off with me heading to my buddies graduation in Bremerton. That was quite a fun time. We had alot of fun a keg of mac and jacks great beer. The Gardners are a awesome faimly and just love everything about them. Good solid people. So enjoyed this first night where i spoke to all my old ( Read more... )

Ok so i can't sleep lately been haveing a very hard time getting to bed... I think its this new stuff i've been doing. But i think it's worth it well see here. Gaining weight lately like a couple pounds... Been going to the gym like ALL the time. Witch is nice... Get soo strong dont think i have ever been this strong before in my life can do like 7 ( Read more... )

The loneley nights.... they slip away... Day and night... He's all alone day and night... At At at night.. He's all alone somethings will never change... Lonley loner... Ahh Ahh At night.

So agian up kinda late just things running through my mind. i know everytime i start to feel like this the hammer is about to drop well... I should probly start to build my shit back up before the hammer drops... So it doesnt leave as much wrekage. I gotta do better in school ( Read more... )

All Nighter been in a wierd state of mind lately.

Got a good grade on my english paper wrote about love and put some emotion into it and techer thought it was good.

Quick post and im out class in like 3 min. Psych WOOT!!!