Destitute ( Read more... )

Man all nighter and just now 3 45 am getting to bed... not as lonley any more thats kinda cool

Why do i do this to my self....

I feel a little better now... Need to finish some HW its 4am

Al you love fiend... You lubito of lust... Mojo man of fire... Man your a love less soul on a train to an empty heart. Where are you going? When you boarded that train you didnt know where it was going? The ride is always the same. But then you tried to jump of the train before it even stoped moving! Now your caught in its iron wheels draged along ( Read more... )

Mother just told me that she wont let me come home for the vacation of summer... Wow... When im the lonely the most abandonded i have ever felt in my life... my faimly when i feel like i need them the most... They turn on me. I dont know what to do Should i give up? SHould i just freak out? I love i Live and Let live nothing to live ( Read more... )

Ok so first post since i have been broken up with my ex Tara. hmmmm what to think she was a hor... i realise that now. Man so much to say wow... First worest girl friend i probly ever had. or anyone could have. she was great in the begging then it just went down hill from there. i wouldnt have been so bad in the break up if she wouldnt have played ( Read more... )

So I got on the dress list for the game tomorrow... witch is cool. kinda nervouse right now. really wish Tara was here so i could have someone to calm me down a little bit. gusse there is gonna be a big snow storm tomorrow. well see if we even get to leave we probly will. IM REALLY NERVOUSE. last time i played the coach told me to just stand there ( Read more... )

Had an awesome weekend with Tara... was a blast. just sitting around and being with here. she was only gonna spend like 2 days but ended up like spending 4 days witch was awesome. said she is having soem problems with her friends witch i also feel bad for. i know friends are miportant and i feel like im taking her from her frineds i just like her ( Read more... )

So everything for my first siemester in college is Complete. just have to turn in my journal!!! So excited. I think i got my 3.5 that i wanted well see thought ( Read more... )