I really think it does bother him.

Why can't I just speak my mind without being critisized or called names.  He has said much worse about me - and so have his friends - than I have ever said about him.  All I am trying to do is find a way to deal with this because I never really did.  I just ignored it.  But now the fact that I never dealt with it ( Read more... )

First off, I want to apologize to Derek and Scott for being so grumpy and depressed lately. I also want to thank you guys for loving me anyway and sticking by my side. There is a lot going on in my life, and I am not quite sure how to deal with it all. Usually I keep it all bottled up inside, but not today. I am just going to say everything I have ( Read more... )

It's been a while since I last updated...

During spring break I went to Canada with Derek and Scott. On the way up we got stuck in a really bad snowstorm so it took us about 10 hours instead of 6. Luckily we got behind a plow for awhile because visibility was extremely low. We had no trouble getting through the border byt then Derek turned the ( Read more... )

Well, I have been quite busy lately. With school satrting again, I have had homework up the ass. Biology is especially bad. I have my first test tomorrow. I think I will do alright. I have done so much work for that class that I can't possibly get a bad grade. I'm barely going to study tonight...just look at some of the things I'm not too ( Read more... )

News gets to me slowly. Anyway, congratulations to Bill and Ashley ( Read more... )

I called about a new job today. It's a residential care counselor for a juvenile program. I hope I getthe job. I have to call back tomorrow though because I called after work and they are only there until four. I don't know how much they pay but I can get a room there plus they give time off during the day for college students ( Read more... )

I haven't written in here for quite a while so there is a lot to catch up on ( Read more... )

I am helping Derek clean his room right now. It is VERY dusty. Today is Derek's 20th birthday. We just got back from dinner with his parents at the California Pizza Kitchen...YUM! Last night we saw School of Rock and I slept over. I have a lot of work to catch up with for school, so I will pretty much be doing that all morning tomorrow. That' ( Read more... )

Well we got back from Arizona Monday morning. It was an awesome trip as I thought. It was so warm there...I loved it! We went to see the cactuses and they were pretty damn cool. I got one in the back of my leg and it hurt a lot so I started jumping around trying to get it off. I bet I was funny to watch. We also went to the desert museum and ( Read more... )

Countdown ( Read more... )