So grandma's funeral was earlier in May and I did not do the eulogy.   Instead I created an idvd about her life.  It was a good compromise cause I still got to showcase what I thought were important parts of her life.  No more grandparents...kinda sad to think about it ( Read more... )

grandma's funeral is 5/10 at 10:30am.  i've been thinking about doing her eulogy...  my family thinks i will get too emotional doing it, which i can't deny happening...but part of me really wants to share about her life.  reasons ( Read more... )

did i sleep too much?  am i just exhausted?  maybe both.  i'm just feeling pretty out of it today.  it was a 5-day work week (one that we haven't had in a LONG time), so maybe that's it.  the past two weekends were busy with report cards and they went out this week, so maybe that's it.  i have a parent that is questioning the grades i gave her son ( Read more... )

rest in peace grandma...

my eyes are sore from crying so much, but i know now that  you're not suffering any more.  say hi to grandpa for me.

i will miss you so much.

will try to be as strong as you have always been.

love you lots.


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a couple of nights ago we went on a family walk.  silly me, i decided to race shoyu along the sidewalk while dave held his leash.  then BAM!  i tripped over him and slammed into the pavement.  it was sore!  my heart was pounding really hard and i had to catch my breath.  it was like my body was in shock cause i haven't fallen in years!!!  just got ( Read more... )

feeling sad.  visited grandma today and she's so skinny...and she didn't say anything to me.  her eyes were open and she knew i was there (i think).....  i thought she had a padding under her shirt, but when i felt it, it was her rib cage protruding outward.  ugh ( Read more... )

to finish grading ( Read more... )

it's past 10 and i'm not asleep yet.  what's up with that ( Read more... )

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reflecting on my things to do list...  how successful have i been?  let's see.

things to do:

• start my online class that i signed up for back in october and complete the course in about a month.  !!!  argh. 
  
  • i started.  i guess that's a start.  haha  completed 3 out of 6 lessons.  still got to pull together a portfolio full of student work and my ( Read more... )