I really need this right now, its close to being 2012 and reading back on these entries its crazy how much nothing has changed. I'm still this passionate gal who really believes in love being everything ( Read more... )

its amazing to look back at my entries ( Read more... )

living with my boo
and recently acquired a new tatoo
:)


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try to make those watery eyes just that
and tell myself its just another night
keep it all in
and swallow, swallow hard
the next morning it will all be okay

and its a mystery how it happens
i seriously am just the girl
who studies comedy central religiously
but it all comes too natural
for me now ... i guess

i just know it wasn't this bad ( Read more... )

i want to be bonded for eternity
to only one man
somebody who has become more than anything i could have ever phantomed

days and nights just go so smoothly
that voice of yours lets me rest assure that we'll see every tomorrow together

its oh so so nice to lay down beside the one you absolutely adore
that you can't move ...at alland its funny how ( Read more... )

haha an officer said hey to me tonight
i thought it was peculiar since yea sure its 2 am but do you
really have to greet me by saying good morning?
or was it just a joke, a sadistic one knowing i was not
in any state to comprehend a thing

so i feel like i could just pass out in orlando and never hear of this part of town again!

natalie's house is gorgeous i wish i had one of my own
maybe soon,
i was a step closer to leaving tonight
but it just never happens
i got my ride and bags all ready i even get into the damn passengers seat and hes there for me as always

i love u (daddys got ( Read more... )

almost 3 and i know what i have to do!
so theres the truth, all along i was supposed to make you proud
and let myself down by succumbing to YOUR dreams.
i may not make the best choices but i have this gut feeling
that it'll make me who I WANT to be in the days to come ( Read more... )

so as of yesterday me and mr.wakefield are joined to the hip,
well we didnt get surgery or anything in that sense but we did
put together our checking accounts, in efforts to take our first big step!

there are so many ppl who are saying oh gosh, more like making your first big ( Read more... )

u ever feel even through some good times, that you'll wake up tomorrow
to find out ur back to the beginning and ur still going nowhere

when words just dont seem to be enough anymore

so fuckin long i go running on barely anything just hopes ( Read more... )