I've never had so many panic/anxiety attacks in one night. I'm like going... crazy. In Arasim's class I was shaking like crazy. Someone, get me out. quickly too.
alright, i couldnt update @ school because the library watches what you do now. gay. .. anyways. people dont really understand why i get pissy w. jake, i do and thats all that matters. i was telling mark last night some songs were written for peoples lives. i think that ' saints and sailors ' was so written for me. the end.
aight, i feel.. so like... i dn empty ( not cus frank lol ) i think somethings missing and i need something... i dn tht is what..? i was supposed to go snowboarding this weekend.. i dnt want to.. things i want to do this weekend
see SOS ( someone special ) see liz see sarah punch jake.
mark: thank u would u lyk me to wear it again x x k e l s o: its your body im just there to violate it mark: i lyk that i lyk it aalloott well then in that case its going down