i've been happy recently, which is never a bad thing. i usually don't like the holidays much. not becuase i love college or anything. ha! but just becuase i dont really get to see my friends as much. HOWEVER! turns out i got to see them lots..AND lots ( Read more... )

better get pictures out of the way first.

( drama! )

So, i have plans tonight..good plans! i just hope nothing ruins them now that i've got my hopes up ( Read more... )

i could actually be bothered to do a good job shaving my legs last night so im prancing around lincoln today in a skirt. for the first time in ages! just thought i'd share. i like skirts. ahem..anyway ( Read more... )

Nervous!  i admit it now. i am nervous.

i'm getting assessed soon on my performance in this play. and i know im not going to do well. i only just know my lines. and i know i can always improvise it. but its when the other guys mess their lines up, it throws me right off track too. i could be going through my script now but i keep putting it off.

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i had a picnic in the art gallery gardens to day. it was so perfect. i was with darren and john and the three of us, for the first time, really bonded. i told them about all the shit that has happen with my family over the years and they really seemed to listen to me. which i was really thankful for. Usually, when i talk about my past to people, i ( Read more... )

do you think about me... half as much as i think about you?

if i've done this right, you can go look at some pictures i took a while back...IF!

( bangbang )

i've just had a 1hour long play fight with my brother. i totally lost! i didnt realise how strong he was! on one part of our fight, i smashed my head against the wall and was lying there for a while, thinking about the pain. then he pinned me down and put the Exorcist music on. I HATE IT!!! that music really creeps me out. kids at school used to do ( Read more... )

me and debbie and melissa went out last night. to this horrible place. full of strange people! it was called ratty's and everyone in there did infact look like a rat. me and debbie told this crowd of guys we were twins and they believed us. ha! melissa had guys falling over themselves to get next to her. it was quiet amusing to watch. granted, she ( Read more... )