Ok so I am sitting here on my bed and it's 8:11am. I have to leave for my SAT class in about 19 minutes. Yeah, it blows. Then my parents are taking me to the hospital to get me checked out because my ribs hurt really badly. I left a post on MySpace last night and I wrote down everything about the accident. I was so surprised when I saw who had ( Read more... )

I went over to a friend's house today. It was...simply...amazing. It was the most REAL fun I have had in ages. It wasn't the kind of fun that makes you laugh hysterically, it was the kind of fun that means something and touches your heart. We took a walk in the rain. In that moment I realized that I hadn't actually been out in the rain in years. ( Read more... )

So I'm still trying to figure out what nickname to put on the back of my SAC jersey. I want to do "the tiger" in French, but that's "Le Tigre"...and that would be dumb because of the stupid band. LoL! Ugh! Damn Le Tigre for calling their band by that name. LoL! Oh well...Amy's KEY shirt says "Bright Eyes" on the back. She and I can start and "Emo ( Read more... )

So things have been better the past 2 days or so. I had a really really long conversation with Allyson the other day...and she addressed my problem head-on. She didn't give me any sugar-coated shit...she gave it to me right between the eyes. She basically told me to get over it, and...well...I did. Kinda. I'm at least on my way to getting over it. ( Read more... )

You know how things can get built up so high, and then they come crashing down and bur pitifully?? Well, that's pretty much how my life is going right now. Everything just seems to be so horribly wrong...which is definitely uncool. Let's address all subjects...shall we ( Read more... )

It's really hard for me to trust people these days. It just doesn't happen. Sometimes I don't even trust my best friends. I guess it all relates back to Dustin. He made me feel like I couldn't trust anyone...especially guys. I find it to be exceptionally hard to trust the guys that I care about the most. Like, right now...I can't fully trust Jason ( Read more... )

So today was definitely better than yesterday...which is definitely a good thing. I didn't do much and it was kinda boring, but a nice change from the crappy day I had yesterday. We reviewed for our Physics test that we have tomorrow. I think I might actually do good on it. At least I hope. I have a 78.9% C in that class. I need a B in there. My ( Read more... )

Well today was a bad day. I didn't get to go to my SAC meeting today because I lost my permission slip. So I was pretty bummed about that. So instead, I went to SWAT. I decided that I am going to run for Secretary, but I'm a little pissed because Leslie decided she's going to run too. I failed my English notebook because it wasn't finished. Then in ( Read more... )