i have sucked lately.
this week makes me more and more for next year and college and not being in voorhees.
this girl that nick works with, ashley, texted him a lot alot today. and he didn't ignore them. it was weird. i don't really trust it at all, but when do i ever. i suck at that.
wrestling beings in like 2 1/2 hours. beast  of the east tournament ( Read more... )

you know, i looked at the picture on one of danielle's last entries ( Read more... )

"There's no such thing as a perfect soulmate. 
If you meet someone and you think they're perfect, 
you better run as fast as you can in the other direction 
'cause your soulmate is the person that pushes your buttons, 
pisses you off on a regular basis
and makes you face your shit."

11/22

damn dude!

peace & love

It's the nights like these that make me look forward to leaving in a year.  College seems like it is so close, and I don't really know if I am excited of just plain, old scared.  Senior year has been pretty good, but I feel like there are some thrills that I have not get swept up in...yet.  I have realized that as all guys are very different, every ( Read more... )

 i have never been so fucked up.

peace & love

just dinner plans. not so hard to remember. just to hang out and tlak about what is going on. 8 o'clock. just like i said ( Read more... )

my friends. julia erin danielle. really. you guys. well, you know <3
i am sorry for all of this stuff.  we know that we really love eachother!
all my love is for you ladies.

phil matranga,
the 2 years we shared and the many years before that were beautiful.  you are a really great person that makes not so great decisions.  i always fought on your ( Read more... )

stuff sucks lately.
i finished my george mason application and me and my counselor are sending it tomorrow. finally.
i never have to take sat's again - that's friggen sweet.
me and phil broke up, and we are trying the whole "friends" thing. its actually ok at the second.
ive been incredibly busy with working out and softball andschool that i havent had ( Read more... )

well, yesterday was awesome. school went fast and i did like 1305987 things after school. it was nice to kinda get my mind off of everything ( Read more... )

 phil when you have time to care about more then your band let me know because i might still be around.
thanks again for the 1000th time this week.

peace & love.