i feel so far away today ( Read more... )

things are better, not great,but better. i hope things will change i really really really hope they do. i want so much out of life and i feel that i don't even have 1/4 of the things i need, or want. i want/need to go back to school, i want/need to move out, i need/want to have a healthy happy relationship, i want/need better jobs, i need/want the ( Read more... )

i need a drink. i need to dance. i need to go to bang!

its not a good feeling waking up and crying your fucking eyes out. well that is what happen this morning at 6 am. gabe and i are kinda having a hard patch in our relationship. i think its the madness of my new job, money and family, his job, the need for him to find a new one and his family. last night we went to dinner and it was ok, the food was ( Read more... )

its nice when gabe only befriends girls, it makes me feel really happy. and its nice when he doesn't try to help me when my whole world is falling apart. man he is such a great guy i'm so fucking lucky ( Read more... )

here i am another night at work, now with 2 jobs trying to save money to move out, but i don't think its going to happen, gabe isn't really looking for another job, he has to soon, but he will wait until the last fucking day. sometimes i feel like i'm working so hard to make a family and to get our life togther started and he donesn't really do ( Read more... )

How to make a JACQUELINE
Ingredients:

3 parts jealousy

3 parts courage

3 parts instinct
Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of lustfulness and enjoy!

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

new modest mouse palying here at work, this makes me love and hate this place all at the same fucking time.

last night was nice. lauren and i need to hang out more, which means we need more money, and more time, all things we can't get over time. Gabe came over abut 2 last night, i really can't stand when he does that, but i can't sleep without him so i take what i can get. i would like to have our own place soon. i think we both need it, there is to ( Read more... )