it really has been a long while since i have posted anything...i couldn't belive i still remember my password. its so funny i just read my last entry and well things have gotten that much better ( Read more... )

ok so its been a very long time since i've posted so here is the run down ( Read more... )

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i was reading gabe's old entries and they were nice he would talk about how much he loves me and shit like that, he hasn't done that in a long time, or it doesn't feel like it. things are ok with us, money is always an issue, but hey thats life. my favorite uncle past way last week, my body hurts like i'm dying, but i get up and go on, i will miss ( Read more... )

things are not good, change will never happen unless i change things.

today is take your girlfriend to work day.
so i'm at work with gabe.
we had something to eat.
put some papers in a folder.
and now i want to go home.

i quit the YMCA
i cut my hair
its cold
and i'm poor

i am more in love today then i have been in the last year and a half. things aren't prefect, gabe's foot is wacky, i work too much, we don't have our own place, our cell phone bill is way too high, we both have credit cards to pay off, and cars to pay off, but i love him, and will always love him. nothing can keep me from loving him, not health ( Read more... )

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fcuk.............i'm bored.

2 days no gabe ( Read more... )