im gonna lose my baby so i always keep a bottle handy

[holdnhndswefall]

havent looked on this in awhile
summer is always good
even though it makes me miss a few people 
my little brother is into extreme baseball these days 
all stars yeah 
and im just soaking up the birmingham air before i leave for 6 weeks
shit thats a long time
but im excited
very excited
i want to go to six flags soon 
and maybe fishing dont know why

i just

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[i_dreamt_it_all]

i had this weird dream the other night, that you're little brother called me, and he was singing me this song he learned at like a summer camp or something, and then you found out he was on the phone with me and you picked it up and slammed it down, scolding him for calling me.
it was very saddening, and somewhat of a realization.

hope you're doing well and having a good summer.

[holdnhndswefall]

i was trying to explain the things written on my closet walls (dance hump etc) the other day to pj. i had to explain all of our inside jokes i was laughing so hard and he asked why we were no longer friends and it made me sad because well its my fault.
its weird that i havent talked to you in half a year
im not sure how we got so far apart
if it helps any im really sorry for everything.
i hope you had a fun birthday and are having a wonderful summer.

[i_dreamt_it_all]

i completely forgot we wrote that stuff. remember that song we wrote about dance humping? haha good lord.
and on my birthday, all i could think about was my birthday last year and how this one didn't even compare.

i'm sorry for everything too. when i came to oak mountain that day, and like you looked up at me and mumbled something, i was so upset. i never thought we'd stop talking like that.
i'm going to call you soon, if thats okay.
when do you leave for your trip?

[holdnhndswefall]

like the last day of school this year i was like wow this is nothing compared to last year
annnnnd
yes please do call me
i leave the 23rd
but we have a lot of catching up to do
i think that we should never quit talking like this again
sound good?
okay!