Okay, in September we went to a wedding every single weekend including a two wedding day for me on the 19th. That day was rough. I just kept going from 7am to 11pm, barely eating anything but sucking down a lot of tea and coffee. I bring up the food thing because I want to state here that I'm not proud of that. It was stupid and dangerous of me to ( Read more... )

I got certified to print at pyramid atlantic on my own and went for the firs time this week. Penny stayed with me in the letterpress area, and she was more of a comfort tan having age old friends there. Having her watch, even if she didn't understand, and smell everything that I have been coming home smelling like. I feel like I shared that with ( Read more... )

Woohoo Stephen and I are going to Iceland in August! I'm over the moon about it! Basically, we had to cancel our trip to Chile because Stephen is going up for the Executive Director position at his non-profit after the current ED leaves. I HATE the current one. He is an absolute brat, who is completely self centered, can't take critiques, and ( Read more... )

Around twice a year, I go on these deep cleanings of all my things. This month, I haven't been home since I'm booked the entire time threw with overnights, so I've been cleaning out my music, my pictures, my files. I hate holding onto useless things. It makes me feel better not to ( Read more... )

My entire body hurts. I have so few days like this anymore, and thats cool. I used to be in constant pain. Pain that would keep me from making plans, and being active and happy. Thank goodness those days are gone, but then I have days like this where no matter how many pain management I take, I am still in pain ( Read more... )

My birthday, actual birthday/ pre birthday beach weekend were great. It feels really good to be surrounded by friends for so long and have everyone hang out. Everyone got to spend time with one another in a group, interacting and I felt so... together? I don't know... like my bubble was all of these folks. I am such a lucky creature who has a ( Read more... )

So, my mother really fucked up and her house was foreclosed on. The news sent me into panic mode for about two days. Moods swinging wildly from panic, to anger, to fear that I'm a terrible person because I can't offer that much help. And what help can I offer, or what help do I want to offer? Because those have two very separate answers ( Read more... )

I know it's always like this during the summer. I work too many overnights and then get stressed out about not bringing in enough money on midday walks (I still bring in more than everyone else, hi). Everything is fine, but sometimes I feel like I'm babysitting certain coworkers. "Have you billed your clients, have you deposited your checks, how ( Read more... )

Stephen is away in Chicago this week, which means I revert back to single person behavior: overworking myself. Too many walks, too much work, too much hang out time with others when I should just be home to spend time with the dogs. And of course, I'm thrilled to be doing all these things, but then once I realize I've overcommitted myself, I'm just ( Read more... )

I am re-learning how to cook for myself. I learn, then forget, learn then forget. I'm getting better ( Read more... )