I'm back. My mom grounded me from the computer. Well, not from the computer, but from Liberty. That meant no contact with the outside world, besides summer school. My dad convinced her to lift the ban.

The whole time I was grounded, I stayed in my room with the lights turned off and with music blaring. It was the only way I could feel like I was ( Read more... )

After summer school today, I went to Liberty's house. She is so great. So smart. So articulate. So forgiving. So truthful. So perfect. I don't deserve her. I don't know why she is with me. I'm bringing her down. She would be so much better off if she didn't know me. Everyone would be. I wish I would just disappear.

I've been going to church more. ( Read more... )

I started summer school, today. It sucked.

I feel so empty. I feel like I want to go home, but I'm there. I hate my mother.

I'm going to church.

I told Liberty what my mother said. She reacted coolly, rationally, Liberty. I really admire her wisdom, maturity. She seems like she knows who she is, like, she doesn't have to pretend to be anyone. She doesn't have to play a part. I wish I had that. I don't know what I'm doing. Am I the jester? Who am I ( Read more... )

Be kind. Rewind.

A sharp wit can do more damage than a pointy stick.

There is not a word to describe how pissed off I am at my mom. She kicked me off the internet, so she could talk on the phone. When I check to see if she's done, I hear this ( Read more... )

Don't let society control who you love.

Whenever going outside for a prolonged period of time, always wear sunscreen.

I didn't get the job I wanted. I interviewed to be a camp counselor on Saturday, and I didn't get the job. I never went to the camp, and alumni get priority. It's not like I need the money for anything. I don't do anything, and I am fortunate enough to live in a double income household of yuppies. I am now able to completely focus on my summer ( Read more... )