GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. people and their children. sometimes i can't stand it. just leave well enough alone...and me. leave me alone. i don't need you to justify my existance. don't make me justify yours and your guilty conscience. i'm sorry you treated me like crap, but i don't have to make you feel better about yourself now. ahhhhh. let me go ( Read more... )

did anyone know that boys are ridiculous and five years old. also. friends. the term can be used to loosely. the word of the day- caddy.

what makes girls so dang imaginative. your brain just works and works and manages to convince you that something nonexsitant is really there. what is reality and what is fantasy made up in your little head. i have not yet figured it out but i need to. i need to stop this roller coaster of getting my hopes up because me brain says something is there ( Read more... )

so i'm counting down the days til i leave because its got to be better than what i'm living right now...right? i mean its not like i have it real bad i mean its all subjective but right now life kinda sucks. all i do is work and after i work i work some more but everyone i know will tell me to shut up because all my work consists of doing in ( Read more... )

today has been good. i wasn't called on in calculus which is excellent considering i don't ever do the homework. i find it to be an acute form of torture that is self-inflicted. work is fun when i do work my boss hasn't been putting me on the schedule near as much and i'm starting to work night shifts again which are more fun than i remember. i ( Read more... )

does anyone feel as if they are paper...and the whole world is a blade ripping you apart slowly...each cut adding on to the previous and when u finally feel like things can't go wrong anymore ..they do..and ur just barely being held together and the worst part is no of its big super things..its waking up w/ a head ache and never getting rifd of it ( Read more... )

hi guys...
i haven't written in awhile. oh well. anyway i just wanted to know that AOL is gay and my sn got cancelled. so i have 2 now u can talk to me at....they are kinda wierd but so i am ..lol
randomholls ....or... onederfullycrazy haha pick ur fav and im me!!!
holly

"i'm tired of looking around wondering what i'm supposed to do or who i'm supposed to be. I don't wanna be anything other than me ( Read more... )

so my cousins came over for a brief moment and well hehe i think my aunt believes nikki and i are crazy for this very reason ( Read more... )

i think i have managed to catch a cold in the SUMMER! yeah it takes some kinda talent to do that.