Mahn this is like my first drunk post in awhile!!  today was so fun!!  A fun that doesnt even have a friggin scale!!  it all started with a random ass trip to talledega to pick up my friend Cam.  So we get there and we wait like an hour for him to get to the gates cause of some fuckin reason hell i dont know!!!  Then i was the victim of an actual ( Read more... )

You know what?!?  I found something so simple but it chills me right out when i do it!!

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Yep i've been up from my drunken state for the past hour and i havent been able to go back to sleep like i want to. 
I friggin got dressed, wnet out side, and smoked a cigarette cause i just felt like i needed to. 
I was singing Dashboard Confessionals- several ways to die trying and i swear i was like 6 steps away from tearing up cause i was ( Read more... )

Oh hells yeah baby!!!  I'm back and for the most part a few changes have occured but for the better!! 
My fuckin problem is over with!!  I finally got my resolution to it!!! And now I'm back to my normal unusual self!!!

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Okay it's about 6 in the morning and i've woken up from my drunken stuper which i want to say was one of my most drunkest moments here at UA.  But on some real shit son i heard something last night that i did and didnt want to hear!!  And now i haev decided so say "Fuck it!!"  in a big way, well at least for me anyway!!  I can't get deep into it ( Read more... )

"The Remedy"

I could use
A shot
Your novacaine
My soul's a fuse
Blows away your name

Then you can be the remedy
And I can be the enemy
And he can go and live as nothing
They you can be the wanna be
And I can be the remedy
And he can go to hell for all I care

Say this world is not so shallow
When you can't beg steal or borrow
Save your breath your ( Read more... )

Okay what you're experiencing is a laspe!!  You're just feeling a small amoutnt of what you once felt but its okay cause we're gonna get rid of it right now!!  Meditate on it.   Find the source of the problem.  Identify it.  Neutralize it.  Now grasp it, hold it tight.  Now DESTROY IT!!!  Banish it so it is no more!!  Get rid of it so i can't cause ( Read more... )

Whoever went home this weekend sucks cause last night was fun as hell!!!  i was so slizzard it wasnt even funny!!!  I was gone off my usual brand of sauce and everyone was just all over the place!!  The party was good up until Ely starting panicking about his probation and going to jail and he left me drunk with my car so.......
Me and this girl who ( Read more... )

OKay things happened and i got very very emotional and what not but OMG i think it's finally over!!  I listened to music while doing a handful of chores and i heard NO DOUBT - EXGIRLFRIEND and i just said to myself i says.......
ME: You know that is so true!!
Brain: Yeah no shit!!!  Took you long enough to realize!!
ME: Yeah mahn its crazy you'd think ( Read more... )

I typed another long ass post but i was like whateva mahn, WHAT-FUCKIN-EVA!!!!  No one cares about me anymore so fuck you.  All i've been is nice and respectful to everyone and what do i get FUCKIN mono and a boot in my face and ass.  I'm not destined to be happy or receive a special connection with someone, not now and probably not in the near ( Read more... )