well i'm living with mark and dan, and its a hell of lot better then home. i come home today to pick some stuff up and shit and what is my dad doing drinking as usual. now he's pissed off at something and determined to get his shit and leave. leave where i dont know. fucking retard. i'm so happy i'm living with mark. i dont have to deal with my ( Read more... )

i've been pissed off all day and i dont even know why...ok i do know but its nothing i can control ( Read more... )

life is good. for now

not much here. just sitting at work typing on the computer cuz there's nothing else to do. we dont have to prep anything all we have to do is clean but its too early to clean. just have to wait for customers to come. its pretty nice. but i'd rather be hanging out with people ( Read more... )

2005 was a great year...went too fast and now the years will fly by.
what happened to me.
turned 17
got really stoned
went out with mark
got a little more stoned and drunk
drama my house
moved out, moved back in
break up with mark
depressed
went back out with mark
happy
then the new year

it all happened too fast...

so far my break is good. got some cool things for christmas my favorite being a new drug rug from my mom and my new cd from mark. i guess he's getting me something else too. just spending time with him. its been great. wow i cant believe how much i love that boy. he gets hotter and hotter to me everyday ( Read more... )

its been crazy this past month. mark and i broke up then got back together. i was depressed and missed lots of days of school and screwed myself on homework then now im happy again. i have my exit interview tomorrow and i need to get my binder together. i'm so sore too from not going to the chiropractor and i dont know i just cant wait till break. ( Read more... )

i feel on top of the world. i feel like i can do anything ( Read more... )

its weird how everything can change in a single moment. lately been really depressed because mark broke up with me as most of you know. but i've found out that he still loves me. it just makes me so fucking mad how his love for me isnt strong enough for him to be with me. i hate amber for not staying in jackson where she belongs. all this shit is ( Read more... )

life is good. brett and ashley had their adorable baby last sunday. brett the 2nd. he's so cute ( Read more... )